Afraid

It beats fast,

It beats faster than usual,

The heart beats faster than usual,

I'm worried,

I'm afraid,

I'm afraid I would fall,

I'm afraid when i fall it leaves scar,

again,

I don't want to add another scar,

Because it hurts,

Because it will be too painful too handle,

Because i don't want to mess up my life,

 at least for this moment,

But this is involuntarily, 

It comes and i'm afraid,

I'm afraid when it beats fast,

I don't know,

I have no sulotion,yet.

Why does it beats faster than usual? 

p/s : Why oh why???

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sila-sila lah komen :)

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