That mental breakdown moment when you have been staring at the same page for more than one hour but still not able to come out with the gist of what the madness is all about. Arghhhh!
P/S : Sabaq farah sabaq.
Sunday, 4 November 2012
That moment
P/S : Sabaq farah sabaq.
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
Maybe
M : No I can't. The circumstances just don't allow me. I need to solve all this madness first. If I mumbo jumbo it with that thing, i'm afraid things will get worse.
A : Is that a valid reason?
M : I guess so...
A : What if thing turn out as if you mumbo jumbo them, you will solve the madness. If that happen, what say you?
M : Ermmm... Obviously I have no answer for that question.
Friday, 12 October 2012
Voice of My Heart
As much as I want to forget, I can't help but to remember.
As much as I want to be happy, I can't help but to feel gloomy.
As much as I want to be away, I can't help but to stay.
Sunday, 16 September 2012
Thursday, 6 September 2012
Forgive me
I've been thinking about it for awhile. It always bother me.Back the days, I didn't gave much attention to it but now that it keeps appear in my mind I can't help but to think about it. As i keep thinking about it, it appear to be not just something but it had become hmm if i need to put it in easy way to understand it will be something called problem. It bothers me. Sometimes way too much. To make things worse I don't have the gut to voice this out. Not even to anyone. Sometimes I wish everything will be okay only by crying. But I know things won't work that way so I hold back my tears. Maybe the tears is not worth to be spill out for something like this. As i don't have any other way I decide to come here and write something. Not because i want the whole world to know that i have some the so called problem but i just will feel better by doing this. Writing. Also not because i want someone to come and console me that everything is okay. I don't want that too. I don't know. I did everything that i could to fulfill the thing that everybody call responsibility. Maybe i'm not perfect but please believe that i try to do my best. Always. Or maybe my best is not enough. I try my best not to bring up what i have done since i do that not for rewards nor recognization. But since i'm a human with heart sometimes i'm hurt too. When i have to went through those kind of situation, my heart hurts. After a few times going trough the same situation me sometimes also feel like crying and shouting to the whole world telling everybody that here i am, a human, with heart and now i'm hurting. But here i am, keeping everything inside so that nobody will get hurt because of me. Sometimes i'm tired and afraid. Afraid that someday everything will be bottled up and i will explode. I don't know. I thought i'm the one who act too sensitive until I heard that. Yeah i heard something that put my heart a lil bit at ease. I will try to keep calm and try my very best. I hope things will go well. I can't afford to be hurt again. I'm not even in love, but my heart just have too much scars already. So please spare me. Butakhae.
Monday, 13 August 2012
Dunia Sekarang Sakit
Dunia sekarang sakit
Apa alam maya menjadi kayu pengukur iman seorang hamba?
Dunia sekarang sakit
Bila kata mahu mengganda pahala
Namun dicanang merata maya
Apa tidak sedar itu bisa membuat manusia mendabik dada?
Dunia sekarang sakit
Yang berbeza dikatakan berdosa
Apa semua orang dicipta untuk menjadi sama?
Dunia sekarang sakit
Tidak pernah melalui apatah lagi merasa
Namun senang sahaja membuka bicara dusta
Kamu siapa untuk menilai manusia
Dunia sekarang sakit
Diberi para untuk alas namun mahu istana
Apa kamu rasa kamu sudah sampai tahap untuk dilayan sebagai raja?
Dunia sekarang sakit
Yang jelas tak mahu menyampai bicara
Yang kabur laju saja menyusun kata
Apa kamu rasa dunia ini berputar di paksi realitimu saja?
Dunia sekarang sakit
Ya dunia sekarang sakit,
Cuma ramai yang alpa meraka punca,dunia sekarang sakit.
Monday, 30 July 2012
Mic Ceremony
This is like one of the most awesome rap i've ever heard. I've been addicted to this song since i don't know, maybe about a year ago. Then i stop listening to it for quite awhile. Not because i'm getting bored of it but just because i can't find the mp3 version of it yet. Okay no. I found one but without cover so i really hate to download songs without cover because my playlist gonna be ugly.heh. So this kind of music is really my style. I love different kind of music but hip hop will always be awesome. Because it rarely talk about , hmm u know the unrealistic love. :p Enjoy! Oh did i mentioned that i11evn is a rapper with high level of swag. Me likey.
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